Saturday, December 04, 2010
Hey Arizona, ur doin' it 'rong...
Update (12-17-2010): still sounds like death panels to me. Wasn't this kind of thing supposed to happen under the watch of "liberals"? Never a state like AZ...
Tuesday, October 19, 2010
I was, am, and hope to always be naïve.

If I gave this image to a polite, random neuroscientist, he/she would give me a coy smile and say that the picture was “nice and the TUJ1 antibody stained very well.” If I gave this image to an impatient and nasty, random neuroscientist he/she would scowl at the piece of paper and ask me why I was wasting his/her time: I’m not showing anything new!
I hope this figure will be as stunning to me in a few years, when I’ve read more literature and seen more figures and done more research and graduated with a PhD. Sure I’ll see a lot of similar images; I might be bombarded by them. But I hope to appreciate that the ordinary is beautiful too: because you see it once, doesn’t mean the allure has to fade.
Monday, October 18, 2010
Monday afternoon football update
1. A Rutgers' University student athlete was paralyzed from the neck down after an in-game incident against Army.
Update (10-19-2010): The most recent medical literature says that 90% of patients with complete tetraplegia (aka quadraplegia) at one month post-injury remain complete tetraplegics for good. After 6 months, there is little change in a person's neurological status caudal to the spinal injury. In other words, the coming days and weeks will be hugely informative of the athlete's function long into the future. Here's hoping he regains function. Also, from what I have gleaned from the news reports, it does not appear that therapeutic hypothermia (TH) was tried. Recall that TH was used when Buffalo Bills' player Kevin Everett was injured back in 2007. Although the use of TH in his case is still being debated, he was able to walk within ~one month of the injury.
2. Yesterday's NFL games featured several instances of traumatic brain injuries.
Friday, October 08, 2010
walking, chewing gum
Sunday, October 03, 2010
Rethinking traumatic brain injury and its consequences: “repeated brain injury can change your life and your family’s life forever.”
“Mike Webster, the longtime Pittsburgh Steeler and one of the greatest players in N.F.L. history, ended his life a recluse, sleeping on the floor of the Pittsburgh Amtrak station. Another former Pittsburgh Steeler, Terry Long, drifted into chaos and killed himself four years ago by drinking antifreeze. Andre Waters, a former defensive back for the Philadelphia Eagles, sank into depression and pleaded with his girlfriend—“I need help, somebody help me”—before shooting himself in the head.”
Friday, September 24, 2010
Friday food for thought
Wednesday, September 22, 2010
It gets better
Tuesday, September 21, 2010
The creepy cashier and lessons in a heteronormative society
I waited in line at the grocery store as the middle-old aged clerk (65-70 years old) struck up this conversation with the young daughter (~6 years old) of a woman buying groceries ahead of me:
Girl: No. [giggles, looks away.]
Now, I laughed too. The clerk was just silly. The girl was predictable. The mother was amused. And I got to thinking, would people have reacted this way had the girl instead been a boy? What if the elder clerk was in fact a homosexual, and thus innocently struck up the same conversation with the woman's son. I doubt anyone (I included) would have acted the same way. People would say, "Oh, how dare he try to make her son GAY!" "God, he's such a creepy molester!" "What is he, a Catholic priest or something?" In other words, they are afraid of such behavior, because it might influence the boy. It might shatter his world view of boys + girls = love. Quite simply, when the heterosexual "norm" of our society is enforced, even by slightly creepy, but good-natured clerks, we all laugh and move on. Because we think that society is grooming everyone to be either gay or straight. Straight is ok. Gay? No homo.
I doubt it's so straightforward that society's influences play such a large role. If they did, we wouldn't have had people identify with homosexuality in the dark ages of sexual identity (pre-gay rights/civil rights movement, which is by the way ongoing: see the link above).
I hope my (future) children grow up in a world that embraces both the straight and the gay clerk. I have enough faith they will know how to figure out their own sexual identity, regardless of some old grocery store clerk's influence.
Wednesday, September 01, 2010
Kids and antipsychotics
I read bits and pieces of the “Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Mental Disorders IV” (DSM-IV) during medical school, which was an informative yet frustrating experience: one that I would like to revisit and expand upon when DSM-V is released. My understanding of psychiatric illnesses and their diagnoses and treatments is extremely limited. I can only imagine how difficult it is to care for some psychiatric patients, let alone, children.
Enter Kyle. The NYTimes paints a grim portrait of his struggle with antipsychotic drugs:
“Kyle’s third birthday photo shows a pink-cheeked boy who had ballooned to 49 pounds.”
“Kyle smiles at the camera. He is sedated.”
“He was sedated, drooling and overweight…”
Kyle isn’t alone.
“Texas Medicaid data ... showed a record $96 million was spent last year on antipsychotic drugs for teenagers and children — including three unidentified infants who were given the drugs before their first birthdays.”
Kyle and other children from low-income families “were four times as likely as the privately insured to receive antipsychotic medicines” because it is “cheaper” than psychotherapy, according to a Rutgers U. study.
I wonder what things are like in the prison systems.
Wednesday, August 25, 2010
20-Somethings
In a way, doing extended post-college schooling may provide exactly what 20-somethings need: a transitional phase, gradually introducing more responsibility, life choices, and adult activities.
Who knows? As for me, I feel as though I identify much more with a "20-something" than a "young adult."
Wednesday, August 18, 2010
I know what I would want...
WTF is up with...
2. Building a Islamic community center (which includes a prayer center; by a subdivision of Islam which has NEVER been supportive of or involved in terrorism) two blocks from the former WTC site in lower Manhatten = "Ground Zero 9/11 Victory Mosque" ?
People babble over issues of which they have no understanding. And worse, they don't even try to understand. They just babble.
::sigh::
Tuesday, August 03, 2010
As you know end-of-life care is a big deal...
... that can improve quality of life for dying patients and save the government a lot of money. Chuck C has written about the so-called “death panels”; the NYTimes and other news outlets have expanded the dialogue; now Atul Gawande has written an essay for the New Yorker.
I’d like to focus on one particular part of Gawande’s essay, where he refers to Stephen Jay Gould’s remarkable recovery from abdominal mesothelioma, which inspired Gould’s essay “The Median Isn’t the Message.”
Gould beat a normally lethal cancer. He is the exemplar patient that all physicians would like to have and treat. Gawande admits this sentiment himself:
I think of Gould and his essay every time I have a patient with a terminal illness. There is almost always a long tail of possibility, however thin. What’s wrong with looking for it? Nothing, it seems to me, unless it means we have failed to prepare for the outcome that’s vastly more probable. The trouble is that we’ve built our medical system and culture around the long tail. We’ve created a multitrillion-dollar edifice for dispensing the medical equivalent of lottery tickets—and have only the rudiments of a system to prepare patients for the near-certainty that those tickets will not win. Hope is not a plan, but hope is our plan.
The reality, as Gawande alludes to, is grim: optimistic hope in sexy, new treatments against diseases that we don’t completely understand. The grim reality, though, funds our futures as physician-scientists. A lot of basic research in a lot of different fields is needed to know which patients will benefit from which treatments. And some times the treatments will be palliative.
Gould studied patient-survival curves. He saw “himself surviving far out in that long tail.” But what does it mean to be in the “long tail”? People are hard at working doing this, particularly with breast and prostate cancer.
Monday, August 02, 2010
First day for first years
Wednesday, July 28, 2010
Monday, July 19, 2010
"The Advantage of Being Helpless"
Updated, 7/21/2010: Title changed from "The Advantage of Being Hapless" to "The Advantage of Being Helpless." At least I didn't make up a word like "refudiate."
Thursday, July 15, 2010
Preventative tests at no cost
New rules from the U.S. Government's Executive Branch that insurance companies will be required to cover all costs associated with basic preventative and diagnostic medical tests. Good news indeed. Will save the ~100k lives, as quoted in the article and will probably also lower costs. This, like many other things, is incremental, but it's another notch on the belt.
Wednesday, July 14, 2010
Challenges, frustrations
That is, if we're ready to learn.
Being ready is easier said than done.